Worth the worthy

I sometimes doubt myself.

Was I really had enough those things that happened before. Or, I am actually are still going through them?!

I went for hours and days waiting somebody, not expecting much, but just wait. What Ive got? Nothing and I mad at myself.

I went for loong messages and calls, just to hear the voice. What Happened next? Nothing!

 Ive postponed my night like hourss just to have a talk session, and all Ive got is just a goodnight wish and thats it. No call, at all.

Ive done smallest thing to have a little attention, and all I know at the end of the day is, not worth it.


For just one more time, I wish I dont have to go through these things again, present and future.

I keep my hope high!

brand new feeling

Im being impatient with this feeling. 

Am being greeeeeeed :P

Biarlahh..

SAAA

I love you.

I really do.

You know I mean it.

deja vu

Have you ever experienced the same moment (exactly), in a different time, different day?

They called it deja vu.

I think Ive gone through those things few times.

And I was so curious about how did it ever happen?

And why?

Mimpi

I dreamt about you.

And as I woke up, I noticed the tears in my eyes.

Am I that happy, or I am actually hurt somewhere?

.........

I,sometimes felt the insecurity.

I remembered how much pain I've been through.

How hurt to accept the fact that someone just throw you away without considering any reasons.

Ive felt the pain.

Painful.

hipocracy

Im good in front of people, but behind them? Im falling to pieces.

Im dealing with things right now.

Either Ill make it, or not.

The things is, I DEAL.